[there's a long silence. he looks down at the ground, his jaw tightening.]
I can't. I can't... forgive him, not yet.
[Yu was his everything, does anyone not understand? sure, he liked other people too... but it always came back to one person.
and there's a bit of a fear there too, maybe. that he wasn't there to protect him -- would that happen again? not even if it was just Mikey, but anyone? would he be able to protect him the next time someone came at him?
it was a strange rabbit trail of thoughts, but he had them anyway. a paranoia, almost.]
I know it's supposedly not permanent but... [he grips his hand tighter, it could be almost painful.] I can't forgive him yet.
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I can't. I can't... forgive him, not yet.
[Yu was his everything, does anyone not understand? sure, he liked other people too... but it always came back to one person.
and there's a bit of a fear there too, maybe. that he wasn't there to protect him -- would that happen again? not even if it was just Mikey, but anyone? would he be able to protect him the next time someone came at him?
it was a strange rabbit trail of thoughts, but he had them anyway. a paranoia, almost.]
I know it's supposedly not permanent but... [he grips his hand tighter, it could be almost painful.] I can't forgive him yet.