(that part of him that used to come out to his lovers - the one who was tired of being magnanimous, one that just wanted to be, be taken rather than take. one that needed titles to rest for just a little while, where he didn't have to be leading, to be imposing, to be fighting.
a part that has dissolved alongside toman - he no longer holds a title, after all. he is just manjiro sano, and so much of him is the same, and yet, so different. a weight has lifted from his shoulders, and he can breathe with so much more ease.
and what else makes him speak with so much ease? alcohol, so maybe he can be forgiven by the shit he says next.)
Ugh, let's change the subject, I had been pining for you even before I left the dojo, don't make me crave you now, it's a shit time for that.
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(that part of him that used to come out to his lovers - the one who was tired of being magnanimous, one that just wanted to be, be taken rather than take. one that needed titles to rest for just a little while, where he didn't have to be leading, to be imposing, to be fighting.
a part that has dissolved alongside toman - he no longer holds a title, after all. he is just manjiro sano, and so much of him is the same, and yet, so different. a weight has lifted from his shoulders, and he can breathe with so much more ease.
and what else makes him speak with so much ease? alcohol, so maybe he can be forgiven by the shit he says next.)
Ugh, let's change the subject, I had been pining for you even before I left the dojo, don't make me crave you now, it's a shit time for that.